........, another shot from me. I was certain throughout the experience that they were in fact the same bliss; yet through it all I could detect a pencil-thin difference between the two. They were the same but different.
Another feature of this experience was that each object I looked at in the scene in front of me seemed like a jig-saw puzzle piece: each piece fit perfectly in the seemingly two-dimentional view of all I looked at. And as any car or person moved across this scene all other objects around it fluidly refitted around the object as it moved. And throughout this time I knew that all this was the result of that phone call with Lucialorn.
When the light turned green we moved ahead but the bliss continued off-and-on, usually in less intensity. I was headed to the dentist’s office and I felt such rapture that when I arrived and sat in the dental chair I thought, ”Drill away, I don’t care!’’ Nothing could diminish that bliss.
For nine months I was in and out of this supreme bliss which came at various times, while a variety of expanded states of consciousness appeared. Several times I sat down to eat lunch, and though I am normally a big eater and I was fully conscious of why I ate meals, I could not locate even the slightest desire to eat nor could I even quite figure out why I ever did eat. Another time, I was walking down a street and I repeatedly experienced seeing my self in objects and people I encountered. That contact with my self in others was itself blissful. Profound revelations about life came to me that matched the classical descriptions of enlightenment experience, and I felt a deep freedom and certainty in all I did.
These very flashy experiences came to an end, but what has continued is a great self-confidence, stability of Being. and curiosity for all of life. Month by month attachments and identities that I had collected fall off. When I encounter obstacles -- or perhaps what seems course or problematic -- behind that block emerges the light of joy: it seems almost like visible light, the rays singeing me to wake up. My openness to all streams of knowledge has greatly expanded.
Most interesting is that now when I listen to recorded callls of Lucialorn the effect is deeply transformational and restructuring, both psychologically and physically. Even when coming from other sources of knowledge about the higher truths I experience these restructurings. Statements of deep truth are now sutras that bore deeply into any remaining blocks in consciousness.
S. Z. Texas, USA